not an easy as you think

life sometimes will result in things that you never think it will happened that way. but with the person you trust especially family member they uphold you no matter what situation you are in. that's a fact. recently, stuff had been out of control and the person that i have helped a lot is so selfish and not thinking what possible action she can make have dissapointed me so much and i owe to myself not to help her neither anyone that behaves like her.
God will in turn reward her actions. hope life is much more easier as we approached new era. my mother is a gift.

mother is a gift no matter what they do.

life is a destiny and is the will of the father why you were brought into the world. for me life is special and sometimes i am jealous of other children who got what they want when they asked their parents but i am not the same story as them. my life is hard what i wish or wanted to own i have to work i meant really work for it. one of my uncle would sees my improvement and reward me with what i want. he taught me what life is really is. you need to grasp what you want by education not just sit down and do nothing about your dreams and always never give up and say NO. one day, i felt very ill my mother's love i experienced is greater than what most experience of life is and is greater than that. my mother wants to see me successful in my life and will be able to support her. my mother is a single mother. my dad is not died but not sure what really happens. but i was brought up in an orphanage had taught me survival skills and Independence. i loves all my sisters and brothers from Rumah Hope. the guardian there are the most influence people in my life and my mother. she talks very loud and straight forward but she have a very loving motherly heart...
i am not sure what will i end up without my mother by my sides?? crying @_@
who is going to take care of us?? my dad?? not sure !!
everything that happened in my life the friends and scholarship is all GOD'S plan for sure. i bet you 100%. i don't want my mother to die. i love my mother so much i hope i could do something to help her. my mother is old now 50++ but she is still working. moreover, my sister and i now is studying at sunway university college. the reasons i sets up this blog is to express my feeling hope that those who are sad or Happy can get strengthen by my message..

no matter who are what you are made of.

life is all about making the best out of everything you learn.
no matter what color you are there is always a place for you.
for god is good and he loves the weak and the poor so do we!
life is all about unjustice and lies everywhere but be who you are will bring you where you wanna be!